Is it really possible to feel this crushed on the inside. You take my presence for granted and now it’s gone. I always cared I guess it wasn’t enough, hopefully I will be ok bye tomorrow, today was just a rotten day and I’m feeling like crap, sad, mad, anxious, and wanting to just talk to him and tell him I love him and don’t want it to be over, but I know I CAN’T DO THAT!!! not after what happened again„WORDS DO HURT, but I can’t keep letting them crush me down like this.
-05.06.12 *CRYING WHILE TYPING*